Now it's all Hallow's Eve,the Moon is full.Will she trick or treat,i bet she will.

Happy Halloween my little critters!
i hope you all have a fun and chaotic night.my halloween celebration started since yesterday night,we all go together at my house and had a small get together.we had margaritas and loads of other drinks.pumpkin and spider cookies were on the dining table that was decorated very gothic looking.we also built a ginger bread coffin and tonight we will be building a ginger bread haunted house.
i started things in the "dance floor" when i uploaded Michael Jackson's Thriller on Youtube and i started doing the dance all alone,while drunk.
everyone was laughing and joined in,the night was amazing we didn't sleep 'til 5 and now we're watching Ghost Hunters and we eat enchiladas and drink margaritas.

hei hei
xoxo

So how'd you pick the pieces up?

Tonight we'll all be drinking :)
first i have to get some homework done then i'll get to the partying,school is a little more important than having fun...well somewhat.
most of my homework has to do with fashion illustration,but it's all good.
yesterday was really fun,i always have a great time with my best mate.she constantly has me laughing and everytime we're together we never have a dull moment.we never plan what we're going to do,once we're just together our minds just connect and BAM!!!!we have crazy and loads of ideas that just pop out of nowhere.
she's the greatest.

hei hei
xoxo

Victim's aren't we all.

HEEEEADAAAACHE!!haha my head hurts.
sooo,my friend will be hear in like 40 minutes,and we'll get dressed up and what not to start our Halloween movie night :D
i am too excited,like i said we have a lot that we are going to do.
we'll be carving pumpkins,eating;maybe,sushi,watching scary movies and eating lots and lots of treats.a little peek of my mouse ears :3
i took it last night since i had finally finished making them,i also did my tail.i'll be obviously taking pictures.
hope you all have a lovely Hallow's eve and Halloween weekend.

hei hei
xoxo

I've been stabbed in the back while they promised the Earth.

Tomorrow i'll be busy having my Halloween movie night with my lovely best mate Beidy!
i'm too excited we have a lot in our list.
plus i also found my lovely inspiration for my line that i will be illustrating :)
i can't wait to bring it to life on paper.

i need loadsssss of sleep!

hei hei
xoxo

Words are very unnecessary,they can only do harm.

Ello Luvvys,i feel like i will fall apart really soon!
since next week is midterm week i will be extra busy as always,i have a ton to get done for my Fashion Illustration class.and i have to work on these assignments this weekend...Halloween weekend -____-;
pretty much sucks 'cos i have to really cram in a lot of things in so little time.i just finished an awesome powerpoint presentation that is due tomorrow,and now i'm really sleepy!!but i have to make some chocolate spider pretzels for two of my mates at school tomorrow...then get some patterns done.

hei hei
xoxo

I wanted words but all i heard was nothing.

i dunno anymore.
i wish i could live while no one is noticing me for a second,i want to walk through crowds without people turning 'cos they noticed someone.
i need a break from everything and everyone,and i wish people would accept my wishes and move on...but all they care about is themselves.
they bother me 'cos they want to,not 'cos i want it.they do everything for themselves without taking my desires into consideration.

hei hei
xoxo

Are we not suns in Autumn.

Oh the lovely Autumn breeze how i love you very much.
today will be chill,getting subway in a couple.yesterday all we were doing;my brother and i,is watching Illuminati videos,we were tripping balls.it crazy!
i also finally got skype haha so late on this technology stuff,which in my book is a good thing.
Halloween is coming real soon,i already have both my mouse and beetlejuice costume ready.it's be cute and awesome.i'm also pretty excited for the Day of the Dead,it's such an amazing tradition that comes from the latina culture.
i find it really lovely and cool,cooking for your lost relatives and placing it on their resting spot :)
hope you luvvys have a peachy day.

hei hei
xoxo

Do you remember that man with the Sunburst on his jacket?

this pretty much explains the mood that i am in,and the same goes for the lovely song from Negative's recent album Neon.
i wish i could meet them one day,along with seeing them perform.the song is such beauty,it doesn't have Jonne's voice but his lyrics say so much about him and his broken childhood.

hei hei
xoxo

Me pregunto porque no te puedo encontrar.

Feeling a bit like rubbish once again,had a bad beginning to the day...hopefully tomorrow will be better.
my mates did make me feel a lot better by the end of the "school day."have to finish up a bit of homework and read a couple of articles that my teacher gave me.
sorry if i sound uninteresting these days,just school is one of my main priorities and my "blog/journal" is mostly my head,what i feel,and what i see.

hei hei
xoxo

Save your happiness for tomorrow and today we'll drown in your tears.

i'm drained,annoyed,and at the same time still hoping for something new.
doing homework,feeling nauseous,and just being busy with school.
i did have a great time in class today though,i'm having a stronger bond with these mates that i've surrounded myself with.
and this rain is making me sleepy...but i must finish homework so i can sleep early.

hei hei
xoxo

Still wear the scars like it was yesterday.

Cold and cloudy morning :)
today it's Sid and Burton's birthday,i gave her a piece of strawberry earlier so she can approve of what i'll be making,i'm also wearing my "Happy Birthday Burton" shirt that's in Finnish.
last night i got to changing my bed sheets for the fall,and also started putting the orange and bat lights around the room...for Halloween of course.
all i can say so far is that i have tons of muses and inspirations and can't wait to get things started or done.
have a lovely Fall day!

hei hei
xoxo

While the Summer is killed by the Fall.

Ello my lovely sweethearts!
Halloween is drawing nearer and my excitement just grows and grows,it's absolutely one of my favourite holidays...the first is Thanksgiving 'cos of the FOOD!!!haha.
anyways,i've been getting both my costumes together,on my movie night with my mate Beidy i'm going to be Sid;my mouse,and she's going to be a pirate.on the actual day i'm going to be Beetlejuice :D
so i'm getting all the preparation done,such as teasing my hair,making mouse ears,buying purple eyeshadow,and a tie.
i'm too excited!!!tomorrow is Sid and Burton's birthday,i have loads to do to make her feel all the love i have for her;cooking Lasagna,making fruit mice,and baking cupcakes,i'm so anxious!

hei hei
xoxo

Nothing.

I've been really tired the past two days :/
it's astonishing how much though...
so for the past two days all i was pretty much watching on the television was the whole Mine rescue thing that happened in Chile;the 33 miners that were stuck for 69 days.i know people may not find it important but me being part latina,it really made me happy to see how close latinos are during a tragedy,we stick together and celebrate lives that were saved.i just found it touching,i actually had a couple of unexpecting chills and tears...and was seriously watching almost every show that was talking about it hehe.

so on a side note,i am still annoyed!by certain people of course.
i decided to write it out in my journal to finally just let it out,it all pretty much has to deal with a couple of boys that find interest in me,and want to get to know me in order to date -____-
the whole thing with this that really aggravates me is how smothering they really are,trying to constantly talk to me.it's like aaargh,i know it's a process in order to date someone and i don't mind it if it was with someone that i'm interested in.that being said as a Sagittarius we hate being held down,we love independence and being on our own.and as for me i don't mind relationships as long as they give me my space,i hate feeling caged,feeling like i'm their possession.i'm my own person and i love being on my own,i've been single for almost two years and it's not going to change unless I'm 100% sure and ready to be with someone.
plus i love enigmatic men,that can grab my attention...that i have not found...at least in this country,in others,YES!!!
i'm really sorry for rambling about it but eh,it makes me feel good for a while.

hei hei
xoxo

For the first time.

Could i be any more disappointed with the human race today??
it's coming from every side,i wish i could avoid everyone forever...now that would be paradise,but of course i'll only have the few that i love by my side.
need a brand new start.

hei hei
xoxo

It comes to me late at evenings,i think of you before i fall asleep.

My brother in law sent me some potato salad with my sister :) he's the BEST!!
i'm currently listening to Manna,again.
yesterday i made a video on a lipstick that i finally started wearing again,i'll have to see if i have the guts to post it up.
nothing much is new besides quoting too many songs,'cos that's the only way i can express my emotions and how i'm feeling at night.at the moment i'm only listening to music that inspires me and let's me face the truth...
that is,that the world comes with many hardships and we have to find our own way of coping with the pain of everyday.i find that the best way to ease pain is by listening to music and creating things that help you express your self.

which reminds me that my darling,Sidley's birthday is next Sunday...along with my favourite keyboarder,Burton from HIM.
i'm actually going to make her tons of cute treats :)
i hope you all have a beautiful Sunday.

hei hei
xoxo

Lust N' Needs.

It's Saturday!!!
haha anyhoo,i woke up at nine,came down,had a glass of black cherry juice...and of course got on the Internet.and i was listening to some music :)
my mum is gone for the day and my brother and dad went to go buy pizza,and watch more Horror movies.
last night my sister and i were watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre and The Lost Boys.

today i'm supposed to be going to one of my mates birthday party;1920's themed,and i REALLY want to go.only problem is i have to wait and see if my sister is going to take me,since she's my only ride.
hope you're all having a lovely day.

p.s.i can NOT wait for Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows :D

hei hei
xoxo

We are like the living dead.

Have loads to do this weekend,tons of homework.
it's pretty chilly out...
and since it's friday that means that we're going to watch Ghost Adventures and watch some horror movies on Netflix.

hei hei
xoxo

It's show time!

not that it's a majour deal but i will finally tell you sweeties who i'm going to be for all Hallow's eve.

BEETLEJUICE,BEETLEJUICE,BEETLEJUICE!!!!!!!
:D i've always loved beetlejuice;any Tim Burton film to be exact,i've always love all his characters,they're dark,twisted,and fragile.
he has his beautiful way of executing films and his ideas.he's a complete genius.
soooo as my recent apparel purchases have hinted,i do have the striped suit down,all i need is purchasing the fake moss...
i can't wait to see the finishing result.

hei hei
xoxo

No love lost under her will.

Today was my first day of the Fall quarter,i had Advanced Fashion Illustration and it was actully pretty cool.
i came home to mys sister bringing me a ton of goodies.she gave me a book to learn more Finnish,and it came with two cds :) she also gave me a bunch of HIM stuff,and cardcaptors merch...feels like a birthday.
i was happy to see my dear Apollo,i feel like i hadn't seen him in months.
today in a weird way...even though i was surrounded by many people,i felt pretty isolated,dunno if it's 'cos of the lovely weather.
well darlings,tomorrow i will reveal what i am going to be for Halloween,i sadly decided on not being the mouse...or maybe i will for my HORROR MOVIE NIGHT with my best mate Beidy.

hei hei
xoxo