It comes to me late at evenings,i think of you before i fall asleep.

My brother in law sent me some potato salad with my sister :) he's the BEST!!
i'm currently listening to Manna,again.
yesterday i made a video on a lipstick that i finally started wearing again,i'll have to see if i have the guts to post it up.
nothing much is new besides quoting too many songs,'cos that's the only way i can express my emotions and how i'm feeling at night.at the moment i'm only listening to music that inspires me and let's me face the truth...
that is,that the world comes with many hardships and we have to find our own way of coping with the pain of everyday.i find that the best way to ease pain is by listening to music and creating things that help you express your self.

which reminds me that my darling,Sidley's birthday is next Sunday...along with my favourite keyboarder,Burton from HIM.
i'm actually going to make her tons of cute treats :)
i hope you all have a beautiful Sunday.

hei hei
xoxo

Lust N' Needs.

It's Saturday!!!
haha anyhoo,i woke up at nine,came down,had a glass of black cherry juice...and of course got on the Internet.and i was listening to some music :)
my mum is gone for the day and my brother and dad went to go buy pizza,and watch more Horror movies.
last night my sister and i were watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre and The Lost Boys.

today i'm supposed to be going to one of my mates birthday party;1920's themed,and i REALLY want to go.only problem is i have to wait and see if my sister is going to take me,since she's my only ride.
hope you're all having a lovely day.

p.s.i can NOT wait for Harry Potter and The Deathly Hollows :D

hei hei
xoxo

We are like the living dead.

Have loads to do this weekend,tons of homework.
it's pretty chilly out...
and since it's friday that means that we're going to watch Ghost Adventures and watch some horror movies on Netflix.

hei hei
xoxo

It's show time!

not that it's a majour deal but i will finally tell you sweeties who i'm going to be for all Hallow's eve.

BEETLEJUICE,BEETLEJUICE,BEETLEJUICE!!!!!!!
:D i've always loved beetlejuice;any Tim Burton film to be exact,i've always love all his characters,they're dark,twisted,and fragile.
he has his beautiful way of executing films and his ideas.he's a complete genius.
soooo as my recent apparel purchases have hinted,i do have the striped suit down,all i need is purchasing the fake moss...
i can't wait to see the finishing result.

hei hei
xoxo

No love lost under her will.

Today was my first day of the Fall quarter,i had Advanced Fashion Illustration and it was actully pretty cool.
i came home to mys sister bringing me a ton of goodies.she gave me a book to learn more Finnish,and it came with two cds :) she also gave me a bunch of HIM stuff,and cardcaptors merch...feels like a birthday.
i was happy to see my dear Apollo,i feel like i hadn't seen him in months.
today in a weird way...even though i was surrounded by many people,i felt pretty isolated,dunno if it's 'cos of the lovely weather.
well darlings,tomorrow i will reveal what i am going to be for Halloween,i sadly decided on not being the mouse...or maybe i will for my HORROR MOVIE NIGHT with my best mate Beidy.

hei hei
xoxo

Touching the pain that you left me with.

I woke up to the lovely rain this morning :)
i started the day with taking a warm shower and now listening to HIM's Venus Doom album.I listen to this album the most when the weather is dark and gloomy.i also listen to it during this time 'cos when it was released the weather was like this,so it puts me back to that time when everything was falling apart and at the same time i was loving every bit of it.this album always puts me their.
right now i'm listening to "Sleepwalking past hope" my favourite from this album.
tomorrow i start my first day of the Fall quarter...i'm actually not nervous for once.

here's a small random fact for you darlings,i was born 24 November of 1991 that same day that Freddy Mercury;frontman of the band Queen died from AIDS.so it's not that much of a happy day,but i find it odd that every time i get older is the time i realize he has been gone.

hei hei
xoxo

'til my death do us part.

I had not been on due to me being scattered since Monday.
i lost someone i loved...people may see losing an animal far too ridiculous,but i see it as losing someone you shared your soul with.my mates weren't going to let me mope around the house so i spent this past week with them.i have to admit that they gave me loads of love and cared for me during the day,but that didn't change the fact that i couldn't sleep at night 'cos i kept seeing her face while she was suffering.
it hurt.i couldn't sleep from crying too much,and i was also hurt to see what mates were sticking around...i guess now i know who are my acquaintances and who are the permanents :) it's good to know.

this morning my parents kidnapped me and took me to a wedding...well sort of.
they bribed me with yoshinoya,i didn't know the cousin that was getting married,and i felt like i completely lied to him when i said congrats!
during the whole ceremony i felt awkward and stupid.do they even know what they were doing?i guess...but all i kept hearing was bollocks.when...or if i ever decide to get married,it would be from complete reassurance that the person is their.
but whatever,it's their lives not mine.i went for the food and i got what i wanted.

hei hei
xoxo