"I doubt myself today,4 a.m. the world is sleeping.
wonder why no one's here,just me and this needless weeping.
running away from you,was the first mistake from my side.
running away from you,was the worst mistake of my life.
if i could turn back time...but then no one can.
so many things unsaid,so many things i couldn't write down.
when my weakness made me scared,
your presence built me stronger,and all that disapprovment
of hope is flying over,like dust in the wind.
if i could turn back time,get right back where we start from...but I can't."
I wish i was numb like i used to.
not caring about anyone.
(a bit from my journal entry for today)
p.s. Maks and i watched t.v.,danced,laughed,and ate yesterday.
we were talking about our middle school years together.
it felt good releasing my thoughts to someone,and who accepts me
for me.even if i'm weird and strange.
xoxo
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