05 March 2010

loosen the noose love,loosen the noose with love...

what i want to know is why you keep me hanging.
while everyone is asleep i am wandering around the city,
the state,the country,the universe.
whether it's in pencil,in books,in mind,with paint strokes,with words.
i have been sitting in the same spot for over fifteen hours.
painting and painting,singing and humming.
laughing and crying.
i am supposed to be "up" in an hour?or two?
my devotion and dedication is in my work.
blood,sweat,and tears...it's all worth it.my art is my child.
the only way i can have a voice.
all the while,i'm watching sid starring at me in curiosity.
she's the only one that believes in me,the girl and her mouse.
she's waiting for me to take her out,but the paint on my hands
are preventing that.
i'll just have to kiss her before i leave to school.

the world is full of wonders,it's the only thing that
keeps my head together among all the bad things.

xoxo

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