slow dance to our own heartbeats.

Tuesday-second day of spring break.
in the morning i went with my sisters and mum to PETCO.
we went to buy Lucy and Apollo some stuff.
i'm also going to buy Sidley a new cage real soon,she's
been growing and of course she needs all that room
that teenagers need :3
afterwards we had some lunch and the afternoon consisted
of a "family" get together.
and in between all that i needed my time alone so i went into my room
and acted like it was a freaking photobooth.
then i cuddled up in my mum's bed with this HUGE blanket she has.
i watched 90210...and for that hour i felt like
a young teen again,so weird.
but i quite enjoyed it.then everyone left and went
back up and read in the candlelight,as my window was open
and the moonlight's reflection was shone on my walls.

xoxo

No one sleeps when i'm awake.

Yesterday was the first day of my spring break.
i was out almost the whole day.
before the evening i went out with my luvvy Beidy.
when i got home i was in the garden with my mum and sister meli.
they were planting some sunflowers and tomatoes.
i had some yummy strawberry cheesecake,and knocked out.
after watching last night's Gossip Girl,my sister read my cards
for this week...
i had some nice-sweet moments with Sidley...turns out she is british :3
i would give her the whole universe if i could.
soooo after that my brother manny,sister meli and i had a rock band session.
it was pretty killer!!!
i was the singer;as always.and then switched
to drummer.we didn't sleep 'til three in the morning.

xoxo

Girl.

I still wish that i was normal.
to feel what everyone else feels.
for everything to be perfect,and for me to be happy...
but that wouldn't be a life at all.
i need shit to happen in my life in order to be kept on my toes.
how dull would it be if everything went according to your plans?
i still wish that i was "happy-numb."
that's how i built myself in order to prevent bollocks.
but that "happy-numb" faded away.
i want you back!

xoxo

All the love i have is in my mind.

I love music that's meaningful,that comes from the heart and soul.
that helps me learn,that inspires me.music that is
able to say the things i can't.
that has fire and passion.that's my music.
so i'm dying here waiting for Kill Hannah's video for "Promise Me"
to premiere...any day now.
today is dedicated to painting.
i have to finish painting;my final for colour theory.
and i'm still going to paint during my spring break.

xoxo

I'm a real wild child.

A fellow german icon from the 60's.
i LOVE her.Uschi Obermaier is such a foxy lady.
i recommend the movie "Das Wilde Leben."
such an amazing film...and of course Ville comes out in the soundtrack :)
she may not be the typical role model,but i would die to be like her.
she's stunning in so many ways.

xoxo

Follow the sound.

Yesterday after Andie let us out of class in the first 10 minutes,
me and some friends went to Hollywood and Highland just
to walk around.
the hot topic there was killer,it was as if you were
inside wonderland.i LOVED it!
it was really fun and hilarious.
afterwards i went to my friend Viviana's house to work
on my shirt;my final,that is due tomorrow.
i came home terribly tired so that's what caused no blog for yesterday.
later today i'm heading to Michael's with my sister Cheli to
buy another canvas for my colour theory final.
i'm going to actually miss all the people and instructors.
they were just amazing,hope i still see them around on the next quarter.

xoxo

Aiotteko suudella minua?

I would kill myself to keep this man and his
music alive for all eternity.

Laughing with your broken eyes.

When we got together it scared the shit out of me
'cos you were the one person who could ruin my life.
i pushed you away and made you think things would be awful,
but really i was terrified of pain.
i didn't want you to have that hold on me.i didn't want to be a slave
to the way i feel about you,
can you understand?
you were trying to punish me back,and it's horrible,so horrible.
'cos really i'd die for you.
i love you so much it's killing me!

xoxo

The Greeks.

I not only grew up with with british literature,
but with Greek mythology.
and it's my favourite!
this spring break my brother is taking Meli and i to
go watch The Clash of the Titans.
i am so stoked.i am a fan of Liam Neeson and Ralph Fiennes (Zeus & Hades)
besides it being a movie about the Greek gods i am going to support
both Nicholas Hoult and Kaya Scodelario who were Tony Stonem & Effy Stonem
in Skins.so obviously i have to go :)
i know they'll do an amazing job,they always do.
I'm also planning to go watch The Last Airbender when it comes out.
to support Dev Patel who played Anwar in Skins and came out in Slumdog Millionaire.
hahaha i love supporting my favourites.the gorgeous and amazing actor,Nicholas Hoult.and the lovely and talented,Kaya Scodelario.

xoxo

Drifted on the howling wind.

elephant slippers that Beidy bought me :)Most of these pictures were taken yesterday,and earlier today.
i have been doing a lot of photography lately,
it's a great hobby to pass the time.
i start spring break next weekend!!!
and i am too excited,i have a couple of plans.
besides remodeling the room.
my sister and i are going to do chalk art on the pavements.
i'm making artwork for my room.picnics.heading to the beach with my sisters.
and hanging out with some mates.

xoxo