You thought you were alone,but i was with you all the way.

Just came back from wandering around this city.
me and two of my sister's,and brother in law went to Olvera Street and Chinatown.
for all of those wondering,Olvera street is a cute Mexican place
that has been there since "the beginning of time" ;)
there is a lot of history there.If anyone ever comes to LA
they should definitely go there to experience the beauty!
there's loads of trinkets and Frida Kahlo stuff,the food is amazing.
i bought great clothes from Chinatown for only five bucks...a GOOD deal:)
and i bought this cute ceramic owl from Olvera street
and some Mexican candy that i used to buy when i was little.
i'll post pictures tomorrow.
p.s.i found a cute mouse candle at the candle shop.
i called it the sid candle <3

hei hei
xoxo

They keep making us crazy,don't give up on me baby.

Sitting here just working on some homework and listening to music.
i was speaking to my sister in french earlier...
she couldn't understand a word,and i kept doing it on purpose.
tonight is a new Dudesons,tomorrow is a new Being Human,and Sunday is a new True Blood.
seems like the week is just flying by.
tomorrow morning i have to wake up to take pictures in Ancient Greek attire
for my fashion history homework,i'm really excited :D

hei hei
xoxo

The secret is that i love you so.

Ello darlings!
it's a good day today,besides the headaches caused from the exposure to the sun.
i have this thing that when i'm in the sun for too long
a get all woozy and get a massive headache.
all my dad did was laugh at me when i told him -.-
but all is well now,school went great...i love the people,the
environment,and the instructors of course.
this weekend i am going with my younger sister and older sister to Downtown LA
just to wander around and maybe go vintage shopping,or go to thrift shops.
we also have planned to go to the Getty Villa;dunno what day yet,so my little sister can
finally experience the Ancient Greece vibe.
it is SUCH A BEAUTIFUL place,i fell in love when i went,all the statues and the gardens are magnificent....and the lasagna of course :)Lisa is such a lucky gal to be with this boy...
just saying :D

hei hei
xoxo

Ojala pudiera olvidarte.

It feels like my headaches are coming whenever they please.
they come when they want and leave when they want,
it's pretty annoying to be honest.
i had mentioned on my twitter how i felt like a "know it all" in my Fashion History
class today 'cos i kept answering questions on the Greek culture...
i answered a lot that my teacher asked if i was Greek :D
and two of my friends had straight out blurted "that's why her face and eyes are so unique!"
....dunno if i turned red,but all i said was that i feel like i look plain.
kinda put myself on blast,but i am really proud of my Greek culture
and am pretty excited in the presentation i am doing next week on the Ancient Greek fashion.
have a couple of inspirations brewing in my little head!

hei hei
xoxo

Try to break my heart,well it's broke.

Ello luvvys,
today i wanted to talk a little bit about my next concert,which i am excited for.
i'll be seeing The Script in three months;12.October.
what excites me a lot about that is that it's going to be:
1.Killer music,
and
2.It will be in the Fall.
i still remember the day i first heard them clearly.
my home school life honestly felt better ;)
i'll be wearing a striped skirt with a white sheer tank top and maybe some flats...
all of it will depend on the seating.

This 13.September they will be releasing their second album "Science & Faith"
i am honestly excited to see them already,just to sing a long to
their lovely songs,and to listen to their accents live,haha.
this is their new single off of the new album.
For the First Time


hei hei
xoxo

I've seen these dreams being crushed by a single thought.

Last night was pretty great 'cos it was just me and my sister chilling watching (500) Days of Summer.
afterwards we were talking about some situation she's dealing with.
she told me that she thought she "lost me" 'cos i've somewhat
refused to give her any love advice...
i found it kind of sweet,i usually think everything i say or everything i
represent is rubbish,but she actually adores/needs it.
i kind of refused to give her any words 'cos...as you all know i was rejecting this
ridiculous blog for quite a while,and i was dealing with issues as well.
and that same time i wasn't really communicating with anyone at home.
i've been keeping quiet and just wandering around without a care.
so,i didn't really want to bring up stuff that was making me go mad,
instead it kind of just...went *poof*

i guess this is all for today :)
p.s. i didn't get a haircut,just every summer i pin up my hair
and it looks like i have a short cut...but don't,it's quite long.
also that's a small sneek peek of my room :)

hei hei
xoxo

Ending and leaving this summer.

Lately,for some weird reason.i've been in a good,chill mood.
having most of my homework done before the weekend starts feels great.
i go to class Tuesday 8-12 Wednesday 8-5 and Thursday 8-5
so my weekends are pretty much four day weekends.
i'm also pretty content with my classes,and i love fashion illustration...
even if homework is to draw twenty croquis.

on another note,i am trying to make these blogs more interesting.
i took before pictures of how my room looked,and i'll be taking the after
pictures when the whole thing is complete to the wooden floors being shiny haha.
the colour is so warming and cozy,i feel right at home now.
even though i do miss waking up and seeing Ville's face staring back at me :/
or just having the excessive amount of posters.

have a great day sweethearts.
hei hei
xoxo

You are enslaved only because you allow it.

Even time couldn't heal what was there,
it can't be erased.

my four day weekend starts today...well actually Thursday night.
tonight i'm getting my homework out of the way,at least most of it.
and later i'll be watching the dudesons.
i want to do a little bit of dancing too...i'll see about that later.
there isn't much i really want to say,but that i really feel giddy.

hei hei
xoxo

he was careless,in the way he used to be.

Isn't it a shame how life goes on?;you have to change in so many ways.
well,that's just...i guess that's just the way it is.

i don't think he will ever understand me...
or what "we" has put ME through.
he doesn't get me...then again i belong to no one,not even myself.
i've never given up on anything.
i may let go of things,but never give up on them.
i guess if that's what he wants,then i suppose i'll just let him.
but just so he knows...
I've never given up,and never will...
i guess i'm no coward with this kind of stuff anymore.

don't be afraid.
the world out there is cold and the world is dark,
but you'll be alright.
as long as you stay of the bright side of the line,
and you keep on following the light.

hei hei
xoxo

I'm love that you lost,stop breaking your heart.

Love Manna's outfit!!
anyhow,today is my sister's birthday and we're doing a small shin-dig.
not much of a big deal.
my younger sister and i had to sleep on the sofa last night
'cos our room is "under construction" it was pretty fun fixing and painting things.
this morning after my parents left to church we both ran to their bed :)
...i noticed that i still have a characteristic that i did as a child.
whenever my sisters come to visit,i always run to the window
to check that it's them and i run down to greet them.haha.
i guess certain little details never really change.

hei hei
xoxo

Runaway child.

Still working on the room.
i'm waiting for my sister to wake up and my parents to come home.
in the meantime i am listening to Fucking Worthless by Negative
and typing up a paper for my Fashion History class.
i dunno what the rest of the day has in store for me,but i am sure that
it will all unravel in time.

i wish i had something to look forward to...but i don't!
at least i don't think so.
i'm trying to patiently wait for October so i can see The Script.
i wish it was fall or winter already!
a while back i couldn't wait 'til spring and summer...
but now i just really want fall or winter,i have such good memories in those
months.i miss it...

these are the two songs that i am listening to repeat right now.
the new album is sincerely brilliant,it's beautiful.
or as they call themselves;emotional rock n' roll.
they definitely have some acoustic/slow songs,and then they have the
classical glam-rock,guns n' roses type of rock.i love them!



hei hei
xoxo

When you're here i don't know where you are,i don't know where you've been.

Today i'll be painting my room...finally.
and most likely by the time i'm done with that i'll be watching The Dudesons.
their show is finally back.
i'm supposed to make my sister a painting for her birthday;Monday,but
i have a ton of homework.
i have to make 20 sketches for my fashion illustration class.
all week i've been continuously listening to Negative
and humming a certain song in the train.
just yesterday i met some Finnish twin boys :)
they were amazing,it made my day...until my dad pretty much did
the unthinkable.
he forgot to pick me up from the train station,and i was waiting for him for nearly an hour.he said he was going for me but instead went to pick up my sister.
so i went home walking...i was seriously trying not to cry from so much anger.
i expect friends and strangers to forget about me...but when it comes to my
father...no.but i guess i was wrong.
i was locked in my room the whole night,and slept,cried,cried,cried,slept,
listened to HIM while crying...

the objective/theme for my College English class is to answer "What is love?"
so while i was crying all i could think about was how
i've always been disappointed by people,and boys.
i expect them to do that to me,but knowing that it is was MY OWN DAD...
that just made me think that even your own family will hurt you.
so i came to writing on my facebook how love is a lie that mankind created to keep a hold on us...
that's all people want,to bring you down and make you feel worthless...
as long as they know they have a hold on you,you are their possession.

hei hei
xoxo

I was fighting,but now i feel too tired...but you're long gone.

This is very dear to my heart!

"You know,she was four years old the first time she beat me at hide and seek. four.i was looking for her for hours.
when i finally found her she just smiled.you know,that Lupe smile that means
"you don't know me at all,you never will".
see that's a kind of magic.she's so good at concealing things,hiding,avoiding.
i do know her.and i know that she has got so much love in her heart.
but the thought of letting it out,showing her cards,scares her to death.i never knew it would be possible to miss someone this much."

i have been a bit MIA...
just trying to resolve my life...
then again,life can never really be solved.
it's a never ending adventure...well until the day you die of course.
but i have come to terms with certain things.
i started my summer quarter today!
it actually was really good,i'm doing a project on my Greek roots.
the Fashion aspect,of course.
then i go tomorrow and thursday.

hei hei
xoxo

We lose the one we can't replace.

Germany lost today...
i'm really bummed about it,i cried a bit!
but i'm not the type of fan that goes all bonkers,and mental when they lose.
i don't turn my back on them!
they did a wicked job through out the whole competition.really proud of them.
i'm hoping they win third place.
i am also pretty bummed 'cos it was Miroslav Klose's last world cup :(
but he did a bloody hell of a job.he broke records...
but all he really wanted was to make Germany victorious...

on another note i can not stop listening to the Negative album.
it's brilliant,bit more heavier than their other albums,but they
still carry their amazing lyrics.
dunno but lately i've been feeling really down...
i have zero enthusiasm with many things.
last night my younger sister told me what my older sister told me a long while back.
that i think too much.
i can not constantly analyze every little thing.
but,that's all in my nature!if i could change that about me than i would.
a flaw,i suppose.
it's funny 'cos everytime i try to reach out to someone,
i don't feel that they understand me 100 percent of the time.
i just miss my home back in Europe,and i get all nostalgic and what not.







hei hei
xoxo