Wasn't like me to fall in love,that's just the way i was.

I think i am going to post daily songs...
dunno yet.
i did not sleep 'til eight of this morning.
mum had made me coffee last night,and that pretty much screwed my
whole sleeping "schedule."
dunno what else to say...i'm in no mood lately to really talk...
just posting pictures and videos of songs that i've
been listening to lately.and how i feel.
hope everyone's summer is brilliant!
The Script-Breakeven


A Fine Frenzy-Electric Twist


hei hei
xoxo

You are long gone.

I really have nothing much to say,besides that i can not wait
for Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows.i saw the trailer with
bits and pieces of both movies,and i am ecstatic.
other than that i really don't care about anything and anyone anymore.
it's rubbish,a waste of my time,i'm doing my own thing.period.
and i am happy with that.

so this weekend i predict it will be wicked!!!
Germany is playing this saturday,and afterwards it is also binge drinking week :D
my sister and brother in law will be staying over saturday night.
it's going to be filled with alcohol,rock band,stratego,and laughs.
i love my family way too much!
then sunday the alcohol continues for fourth of july,and we may just go
and watch The Last Airbender...i HAVE to support Dev Patel (SKINS,Slumdog Millionaire.)
the other day i was thinking that i will never have the chance
to say that i am 100% German,100% Mexican,100% Spaniard,and 100% Greek...
but i have such pride of my ethnicity,
my dad and mum raised us with such pride.and i at least have all those
in my heart and blood.

here's another song:Keane-Perfect Symmetry
i really don't feel like talking on and on,but this song
really says what i feel.
BEAUTIFUL!


hei hei
xoxo

Por amarte.

Have lots of inspirations today.
from music artist's style to some of my favourite characters from shows.
and plain old photography.
for style i always admire the Finnish artist's 'cos they're much more...
how do i explain it??!creative with their daily wardrobe.
they experiment with everything that they wear.i also look up to
the British and Australian styles!
the other day as i was cleaning under my bed i found this book that i had
purchased at a thrift store months ago,when i had purchased a Madeline movie.
i wrote about it here blogs ago!

anyways,the books was on interior designs on famous British hotels.
since i'm doing the whole room renovation and this week we have been purchasing
things,the book just inspired me even more with colours.
that's why i bought the book,for my whole room renovation.and there it was.
under my bed,cluttered with lots of my other treasures.
silly me.
Here are a couple of songs and videos that i am still obsessed with.

Manna-Some Girls,Some Boys
this one came out last fall and i am still obsessed with it.
the sound,the beats,the lyrics,and the style...just flawless.
Manna is my main squeeze when it comes to female singers,then Jenni :)

Chisu-Sama Nainen
love her lyrics and the creativity!
one of my favourite songs from her.
Enrique Iglesias-Somebody's Me
i grew up listening to his music,i would dance around
the living room loving him.
and i still do :) i have to love my Spaniard roots,and always will.

hei hei
xoxo

Captive heart.

Alas!i am back *claps*
not that anybody cares or what not.
i was a bit off of this 'cos i wasn't in the mood,dunno.
lots of things and people are bugging me.
Monday i went out with my best mates,we had a picnic since Beidy was leaving
to Mexico for the summer.i miss her to bits :(
it was tons of fun.and now i'm stepping back into reality.
yesterday i was so pissed beyond belief,and kept complaining to my younger
sister how life is so boring and pathetic.
but like the great sister that she is she made my miserable night into an eventful one.
we watched Up...she warned me that it was sad,but there was a scene where the
old man was looking through the adventure book.and what his wife Ellie had
left him at the bottom of that page hit me like a blow to the chest.
it was something along the lines of:
"thanks for the adventure,now go start a new one"
i started crying SO BADLY!it was almost the obnoxious cries.it made me want that silly life i always yearned for.
finding a boy that would make me happy,and we would live and grow old together.
i hope i can still have that ending...
we also watched Toy Story 3 which was also really sad.
i loved it :)

hei hei
xoxo

Love is insane and baby we are too,it's our hearts little grave.

Yesterday as i was studying in the second floor student lounge an idea floated into my mind.
I got a bit inspired from the stuff that Carrie Bradshaw does in Sex and the City.
she writes columns on love,relationships,and sex.
i want to do some of that in this blog,i may not be an expert in love,and especially
not in the sex department since i've never had sex.
but i can definitely write about love and relationships,and how
chaotic and sweet it can be.
so i was wondering if that would be a good idea to do some of those in this blog?
i would of course have to talk to friends and learn a little
about their love woes.and of course this will all be anonymous.
i was talking about this with my younger sister 'cos she was telling me about
her "love" problems and we were discussing what boys and girls do wrong.
which is weird that she loves my advice o.O
so if you tell me about your love life,your name wont be mentioned;
it's just going to be like Carrie's writing.
but this is just an idea,so tell me if you guys would love for me
to do that :)tomorrow for father's day my sister and me are going to bake him
a batch of brownies :d
i love baking with her it is too fun,even though my other sister Cheli
is the chef;that's her job,she's the best baker and her
food is lush.
i loved it when she lived here and she would make
special dinners for us when she was going to college for her associates degree.
those days were the best.
then this tuesday we're also baking Apollo his doggy treats,which i didn't
get to do the last time i mentioned it 'cos
of homework and what not.

hei hei
xoxo

You'll go on and i'll be happier.

Ello my darlings,here and there,everywhere!
today was my last day of the summer quarter at school.
i am so fucking happy you would not believe,this week was stressing with all the finals.
but they are all long gone.
now it's time to think about the relaxing summer :)
wearing short shorts,dresses,crop tops,tube tops,tank tops.haha.
it's almost like being half naked,can not wait for parties and dances.
i deserve an eventful break and will take advantage of it.

on another note,i know it is way too early to even think about it,or speak about it,
but i know what Sid and i are going to be for this halloween!!!!!!
one of my absolute favourite book as a kid was "when you give a mouse a cookie."
so i decided that i wanted to be the mouse;with it's little overalls,
ears,and tail :3
and i'm going to make Sid a cookie costume,'cos she's going to
be my little cookie :D
i think it's a splendid and cute idea,don't you think?
but for now i'm going to worry about my summer.
hope you all have a fabulous summer!

p.s. i almost forgot,i took pictures for the DIY shirt.
i dunno if you all want to see them.

hei hei
xoxo

You know i can't get over you,and i don't know why.

This is my latest artwork!
this was my final project for my Design class.
so i ended up getting an A for my Fashion Industry class.i did a little happy dance.

after that class it was Spa day,which took place at the second floor student lounge,
there were chair massages,foot massages, and wax massages??
and it was all FREE!! did i mention there was free food too?!?!
it was all thanks to finals week,and all that stress that comes with it.
the food was divine and all i really wanted to try out was the wax massage.
it's basically you disinfect your hands with hand sanitizer,and then
they make you rub some lush hand cream that leaves your hands smooth.
then you dip your hand in wax twice and you get it wrapped in a bag,it was warm
and it helps all the hand nerves.
you then wait 10 minutes and they take the bag off with the wax...
let me just tell you,i was hooked.
my hands were softer than anything and it smelled amazing.
overall great day.
tomorrow i start working on my pattern making shirt,
i am thinking on making a DIY on it,but i dunno if it would take too
much time haha.we'll see.

hei hei.
xoxo

Saying goodbye is so much easier now.

I just came back from fabric shopping with my mum. i have to make a blouse for my pattern making class,luckily i can start on that on Wednesday 'cos i sew pretty fast. later on i'll be finishing up my final project for Design class. and i'll be studying for my finals.

yesterday my older sister Oga told me and my siblings that we're going to Six Flags before we both start school again;July 13 for me,her schedule is so much different than mines. but yes,my summer vacation starts Friday after school ends :) i'm stoked,i have tons of plans with my family.
-there's the room renovation,which dad is keen about.
-designing and sewing my pants for The Script show;that's in October <3
-i have tons of picnics planned out with my sister.
-making French Macaroons :d
basically this summer it's just going to be me on my own taking the city by storm ;) or hanging out with my family.
i'm planning not to really do much art since i do enough of that at college haha. i need a bit of a break from the art deadlines.
MAYBE,i'll do some art.but i'll most likely do it when i crave for it,which
is highly possible since i enjoy doing it.
i'm planning more on sewing things.

hei hei.
xoxo

Don't' break me no more love,'cos i'm already tamed.

I am so happy that Germany won today.
it was Germany vs. Australia.i love Australia but i must go for one of my cultures.
i am now waiting for the new season of True Blood to premiere!
have to wait a couple of hours though.last night before i was working on my final i was a bit saddened
about something i read...
it was kind of like a blow to the chest,i am going to be completely honest
i did shed a couple of tears.that's it!
but this morning i was reassured about what "happened" i know how i feel about
this situation now,i am facing the fact and my feelings.
that was one of my New Years resolutions;to confront my feelings,and let them come as they are.
another was to think positive,i have faced my feelings and what not.
but i'm just not going to look like a fucking fool anymore for this individual.

hei hei
xoxo

Oye mi amor.

The morning started with me taking a shower and getting ready to go bowling
with my best mates,plus my mate Nancy came for the summer from Walla Walla.
i was watching the England vs. USA game with me dad and siblings.
dad was going for the US and me and my siblings were of course going for the Brits.
then Miguel picked Beidy and me and we went to pick up Danny and Nancy.
car rides are always the best with them.
so pretty much we all sucked at bowling except for Miguel and Erick.
since they were winning Beidy and i decided to hide Miguel's shoe
under this random table.
after minutes of tormenting Miguel with his shoe we left to go eat at
Jack in the box and now we are all in our homes.someone i know told me that i should dye my hair black,and i said no.
'cos i've worked too hard to get my hair back to it's original state and colour.
as you can see,in these pictures.my hair is pretty light.
i was a bit of a "blondie" as a baby.
my mum's natural hair colour is blonde,which is gorgeous!!!!!!!
now she's somewhat of a brunette.

xoxo

Dame tiempo para dar te todo lo que tengo.

Is it possible that i am freaking out 'cos of finals!!!!
i just want to get this damn quarter over with >___<
this quarter definitely took its toll on me.
i had to make a pattern for a design today,and on saturday i'm going
fabric shopping so i can make it,and that's my final.
i also have to study for my fashion industry final,finish my design class project
and i have to do some studying as well.
then i have a computer presentation,and a math final.
this whole chaotic week will commence next tuesday.
i will then have freedom after that!!!!!!
i only have three weeks though :( sucks,but it's still something.

hyvaa yota!
xoxo

Algo en mi esta cambiando.

For many birthdays i have asked my family for a red fox :)
it's never happened of course...since their wild.
but i can still dream of having one,plus i would never take them away
from their lovely home.
they are just the cutest things ever!!!!this year i am going to ask for a sea otter :3
they look like cute little bears,SEA BEARS >____<
aaaaaah!i want one hehehe.
my mum will most likely say that i am crazy and will end up getting
me a stuffed sea otter :p
i finished crying like five minutes ago 'cos i always check picture
updates on the wildlife that is affected by the oil spill.
and there were dead dolphins,sea turtles,birds,fishes,and my personal beings;HERMITS!
i started bawling,i hate it.Human beings are so careless of the beauty that
nature has given us and we take it for granted.
it's such rubbish!but that's why i was brought into this world,
to appreciate the little things that life has to offer,i never take them for granted!
it's just shit it's all dying around us and some of us don't care...well
i wont put myself in that category,i have always and will always
push myself away from being categorized in this human race,it sounds stupid
but i would rather be considered a dream.
i've always been this way though,caring for animals from the moment i saw one :)
they love me and i love them.
i give all the love to them,i cry when i watch animal cruelty videos :/
but hei...that's me i'm a sucker for them.
i would honestly sacrifice myself if it were to end all the sea animal deaths!
they deserve to live just as much as everyone else.
and if you're wondering.no!i am not vegan...but i STILL LOVE ANIMALS.

hei hei.
xoxo

This love will be the end of me.

I've been missing the short hair lately...and by lately i mean last night >.<
i've had my hair short since the fourth grade.
but my hair has been growing,i want it pretty long like i used to when i was seven.
the second look reminds me so much of Amelie :)
and it was actually unintentionally but i loved it to death.
maybe next year i'll cut it...we'll see.
later today i will be making some lasagna,and maybe some hw if i'm not to blah!about the day.This has to be the cutest picture i have seen.
besides the one of Manna and Olivia(Linde's daughter)
Lara looks so much like her daddy it's insane!
and may i add that his lady love is quite a sweetheart and she's a beauty.

hyvva yota!
xoxo