Coming home.

The weather here is so indecisive,today there's a killer heat...and last week it was gloomy and cold.
not a big fan at all.i was expecting to stay home during my vacation and enjoying the gloomy cold weather,but as always plans never go according to plan.
last night i took a cold shower and had a long conversation with my friend Beidy through texts,it was pretty hilarious.i didn't go to sleep 'til one something.
BUT i had such an amazing dream...i wish it would have lasted.

hei hei
xoxo

Nettiin

So as promised,today i have a video of some of the things i have purchased this past month or so...sorry that i'm not talking i'm just not used to talking on these things haha.
these are also pictures of the things in detail.
the black studded jacket was given to me by my sister and it's 100% leather
i am in love with it the studs are small and spiky,the striped shirt was also given to me by my sister.
and the leggings i purchased from a Korean website.
my mum called my leggings beetle juice pants which is why my sister gave me that shirt,'cos i'm planning to take some pictures inspired by that movie.as for this shirt that says "Halvalla" i just bought a regular teal shirt from target
and i put the chemicals that you use to make burn-out tee shirts and just did whatever design i desired,it's really simple and fun to do :)
sorry if this was epicly loooong.

hei hei
xoxo

I've had enough need a brand new start.

YAY!i'm finally done with all my finals,last night i had a good rest.
it feels weird not worrying about getting projects done...
but i'll have to get used to it and relax for these twelve days that
i'm not at school :)
so tomorrow starts the day when i will be updating much much better
and i'll try having more fun with this site ha!
until next time darlings.

hei hei
xoxo

Boom,Boom,Boom,even brighter than the Moon,Moon,Moon.

Just wanted to do a small post on my mood and some songs that i've been
listening to on replay on my rides home in the train from school.
i have two more days and vacation starts for me.
more updates coming as soon as finals are over :)

p.s. i got an A on my two page report and presentation
on the Scandinavian women's viking costume.i will genuinely miss my instructor Sofi.
hope i get to see her around.



hei hei
xoxo

I was half you loved me whole,you were mine from flesh to soul.

Sorry for the small hiatus,i've been a complete busy mess thanks to the finals week;which is this week...starting tuesday.
i just came back from The Psychic with my sisters and it was pretty interesting
and then we went to Target,which was pretty fun.i'm tired though i need loads of sleep,but i need to get my stuff for school done o.o
can not wait for my one week vacation,uuuugh.
i promise to update when i am done with all my school work,i made a video but i'll have to re-do it.

hei hei
xoxo

The world is our battlefield.

I have tooooooooons to do D8
since next week is finals week i have to get all these projects done.
tomorrow i have some designs due;which luckily i have done,and next week i have the actual illustrations due for that same class.
i have to write another essay,"What is love?" and finish up a fashion journal that is due in two days,i have most of the pictures...good thing.
and this weekend i have to finish the models,make a powerpoint and two page report on Norwegian costume,make a powerpoint on Erte,and a couple of tests.
i'm just happy that i can get to work on my models during class tomorrow,and that means that i may just have to colour them in thursday or friday,and work on those powerpoints on friday,saturday,sunday,and monday.
it sounds like i'm going to be turning mad this weekend,but it will all be over after my 1-5 class on thursday...then i get to just come home and hibernate.
have a couple of plans that include staying in and creating music on the keyboard;haven't done that in so long,i just really want to make time for myself this one week vacation before that Fall quarter begins.

hei hei
xoxo

A safe place...last of my kind.

Looking through these pictures reminded me of being home schooled,

only 'cos it was when i finished...that whole period i lived in my solitude and learned to love myself.

when i finally got Sidley i had a little companion,as everyone was entering their first year at college i was at home staying up all night watching movies with Sid on my shoulder,drinking a cup of coffee,enjoying the winter rain,and isolation.

i'm the kind that thinks too much,that analyzes every person,and tries to figure her own mistakes...BUT NEVER REGRETS.

there were days when i couldn't bare being in someone's presence all i wanted was to stay in my shell.

i could only relate to Finnish music,crying as i listened to the piano as i have always done.

i pushed people away,i didn't want them to get attached to me or vice versa and i didn't need anyone to understand me 'cos i knew who i was and what i wanted to become.

it's been nearly a year and i still feel the same.

the only thing is that lately i have been talking to more people than i should allow myself.

it's weird 'cos normally i don't talk up a storm at school,but out of nowhere i do,and

i'm afraid that if i keep it up i'll just end up getting attached to everyone...

and i don't want that.

BUT my lonesome life is yearning,she wants me back and i'm going to her willingly 'cos i do miss her,she's the one that i've always been since birth.

sorry if this sounds very depressing or boring,but it's 3 in the morning,i'm listening to Finnish music,and i'm the only one up in this house...which means i'm writing on here about how i feel.

hei hei

xoxo

There's something in the way she moves.

It's Friday *claps* :)
woke up all refreshed and what not,i went to sleep really early last night so i got
plenty of rest.
today i'll be working on projects that are due next week,finals week is in two
weeks so i have to get things done.
tomorrow my sister and i will be going to my older sister's home to head over
to Hollywood and Highland to go shopping,and i have to go exchange some boots that were too
small on me,so i need a size 6 haha.

yesterday i finally received my package all the way from Turku, Finland.
i had purchased Jenni Vartiainen's album Seili. i have the whole album downloaded onto
my zune player but for some reason i couldn't put the songs into my zune...so instead i just actually bought the album.i was so excited coming home to it.
yet,the package was already opened 'cos my brother was curious and wanted to see what came all the way from Finland -___-
hope you all have an extravagant day dolls.

hei hei
xoxo

Leave me for dead and let me go.

Ello mates,

i'm working my bum off on school work and projects,most are amusing so

it's not that bad...just lots to do.

so i leave you all with a lovely post describing my mood.

hei hei

xoxo

You put a spell upon me then.

ello luvvys,
today was a splendid day...well so far.
my day began amazed 'cos the "summer weather" wasn't apparent at all,
it's been gloomy all day.and me being a Scandinavian by heart LOVE the cold weather.
i was on facebook through my phone when my dad was picking me up from the train station and i saw this post that Negative posted that made my day the most eventful.
they want their fans to send artwork of any sort that will be featured in their new video for Jealous Sky;which i have been dying to have a video done for :)
so i have to send it before 13.September,at Tampere.
only problem is that i have to start on this "masterpiece" as soon as possible,and they said that
if it doesn't get their in time they will keep it as memorabilia,mmmhmm.

hei hei
xoxo

Love wants us dead,just me and my poison girl.

i'm beginning to love the dark blue eyes,they may come and go but i love things that are indecisive bastards like me :)
today is my mum's birthday she's being a lazy woman today,which she very much deserves.
i woke up to clean the living room like a mad woman
and i saw her cleaning the garden,i told her to chill but my mum loves to constantly do stuff
not even her special day gives her a rest.
tonight my sister is sleeping over and she'll be finishing up my tattoo that she started on January and will now be complete,i'm so excited.afterwards we will get the drinks out!
hope everyone has a lovely day :)

hei hei
xoxo

Sweet little kitten.

hei,
woke up in a good mood,it must be from the plenty of rest that i got.
so these were the three things that i purchased from olvera street on Monday,that i had mention already.
i dunno if you can really read what it says on the tag for the worry dolls but
it's from a legend that was started in Guatemala in the Indian villages,so whenever you have a problem you share it with a worry doll before going to bed; there are six in the box.
you tell one worry to each then you place it beneath your pillow,while you sleep the dolls will
take your worries away.
my oldest sister had these when i was really young and she bought them for my little sister
and now i got them...'cos i have loads of problems and worries.
so far i've woken up with no worries;they may or may not work,or whether you believe in it,but i do.
i believe in this stuff that was done in villages since both my parents were raised in one,and my mum mum (dad's mum) has Indian blood,and i love her unique name,Epigmenia.a name
that you would never hear unless you were in a tribe or small village.
damn me and my mixed family,making things so complicated ;)

on another note,i couldn't upload the video,this thing was being ridiculous.

p.s. those pictures were taken so i could take them that day i went to the train station.
my brother commented how my smile is so fake.
but can you blame me,sometimes i feel awkward smiling.

hei hei
xoxo

We are two lost souls haunted by melancholy.

Tomorrow i will post a video on my olvera street purchases,

i'm just too tired and sleepy,today was a long day at school.luckily i always have four day weekends :)

hei hei
xoxo

I'll be the shadow of the man i used to be.

Ello sweethearts,
i just got home from school,i know pretty late.but i was working on a presentation
that i will be presenting in front of the class on finals week;which is in three weeks.
so things are pretty chaotic as they are and i have loads of homework.
it's tiring but it all pays off at the very end.
it was my first time taking the train home this late too,was a bit worried but my dad
was already waiting for me at the train station pretty early.
plus the beauty of the city lights in the dark was complete beauty,i was hypnotized by it,
no i am working on typing up this essay that is due tomorrow for my English class.
the essay has to do with love,and today i really don't want to focus on that subject at all but regardless of being forced to do so...the inspiration of love is really flowing
on this piece of paper.hopefully it comes out great.

hei hei
xoxo