I remember.

It was quite cold this morning,so i went all out in mittens,a beanie,a scarf,and a warm coat.

i seriously looked like a snow bunny,and as soon as i got home i put on a chunky knitted cardigan my mum gave me in the summer.it is quite lovely now that i think about it.

it's warm and really comfy.i'm pretty much obsessed with knits.

on another note i just woke up from a nice and long nap that was very much needed.

i made sushi with my sister and brother and it was really delicious,and it was great making dinner for the whole family.

later on i will be watching the Victoria's Secret fashion show...it's a tradition of course ;)

so maybe Thursday or Friday i will be posting pictures of those items that i purchased and nice and warm clothing items that i am obsessing over already.

hei hei

xoxo

Delicate.

After that large dose of Misfits last night i went to sleep around four in the morning.
it was well worth it though,it reminded me of when i was home schooled and i decided to watch Skins all night long,i'm really fond of those days.
before i went to sleep though i had a small marathon of Damien Rice and Foals music,it really had me wondering of so many things and what i am striving for this year.i'm really going to do things that will help me feel much more content,and if i ever get depressed any day next year,i will deal with it and feel that emotion for as long as i can bare...
i know it doesn't make much sense haha.
anyways i have to go back to finishing up my male illustrations.

p.s. tomorrow i will be making sushi with my sister after i come home from school,it's a birthday present from her which i will very much enjoy;since she's the one that will be teaching me :D

hei hei
xoxo

The best part of me was always you.

I am having a large dose of some British shows.

at the moment i am watching Misfits.it's such a brilliant and hilarious show,love all the characters but my favourites are Nathan and Simon.

Nathan is so funny and such a good looking bloke,plus i love the Irish accent :)

having loads of laughs and that's basically what my whole day is consisted of.

hei hei

xoxo

I long to be a part.

I feel like when the world is depressing it is boring...

or i was thinking it the other way around.i can't bare to think that my heart is really yearning for the snow,really badly though.at the moment it's forty something degrees and it is raining outside,but i'm enjoying every bit of it by watching Leap Year,i actually like it so far.

but all i am thinking of is Rupert Grint :)

i'm a complete mess as well since i'm not going anywhere and am just staying in the house for the time being...which reminds me that i have to get started on my next assignment for fashion illustration.i will only have three more weeks til my winter quarter comes to an end,and i'm anticipating it since i would really enjoy a three week away from school.

well,i hope you all had great holidays and a splendid day.

hei hei

xoxo

No one dreams anyway.

Ello there my lovelies!

so Thanksgiving went well,better than i had thought.spending time with my family always makes me feel like the happiest and luckiest gal in the world.we all went to sleep around one in the morning 'cos we were supposed to get up early for some black Friday shopping.

we did indeed wake up at seven and we found some pretty sweet deals,my sisters and i went shopping at Hollywood and Highland,and believe me the weather and the atmosphere got me pretty excited for Christmas :)

now i'm laying on my couch and watching Charlie Brown,which only makes it feel like Christmas even more.

maybe this week i will be posting some stuff that i purchased or received for my birthday.

hei hei

xoxo

Beautiful my monster

In a couple of minutes my birthday will be done with,i feel like it's nothing special,just another year that you are older.the only moments i felt special were when i would walk into a class and someone would randomly say happy birthday;while i was dumb founded,and wondering how they figured me out.

i also walked into one of my classes and looked under my leather jacket to find a small brown paper bag that my friend Lawrence had dropped off;a chocolate muffin,i immediately ran into hi class and thanked him and hugged him,he's the sweetest.

i came home to some sushi and cheesecake and i could not stop eating,sushi is my weakness ;D

as i've said many times before,i have daily sushi cravings.

my best mate Beidy came over and brought me the most sweetest and creative present...truly almost had me in tears but i tried to conceal them.

after she left my brother and sister decided it was time to beat me to a bloody beat down...well not literally of course haha,but it hurt like hell.

it was a very simple and marvelous birthday 'cos i spent it with the ones i love,admire,and adore to death...if only Ville was here hahaha.

but tomorrow is supposed day we actually are going to celebrate it along with the thanksgiving dinner,so i guess i'll actually dress up or whatever.

hei hei

xoxo

Such romantic eyes got me hypnotized.

i missed yesterday's blog :) hehehe

so,i got a killer grade for my homework form illustration class,it really made my day.

now i'm waiting here for my little sister cos we are gonna go thanksgiving grocery shopping,which always ends up being fun but overwhelming.

tomorrow is my birthday and i don't know what to really think of it,just another day i suppose....but i am happy that i will be coming home to my favourite food;SUSHI!!!!
my parents are actually going to celebrate it on thanksgiving as they have always done since i could remember.

hei hei

xoxo

The Sweetest of all.

well,it's not really Ville's birthday here in the states...but in Finland it is!!!!!
so i guess both,today and tomorrow's posts will have him in them :)
i can not believe he is thirty-four already,he's growing up so fast haha,i act like if i was his mother seeing him grow.
but i have seen him grow through his music,and it's such a divine music may i add.
i celebrate his thirty four years of him blessing his fans with such unique and touching music and lyrics.
he has been their for all of us through sound.
it's something we can shake our arses to,cry along,feel lonely and loved,and at the same time make us feel complete.
so he deserves to have such a magical and wonderful day.

hei hei
xoxo

Autumn Playlist.

MUSIC TIME!!!!!!

i did an Autumn playlist last week in my Visual Language and Culture class...since i was pretty much bored in that class.

these are songs that i can't stop playing,and i will be adding more that aren't listed on the actual paper.

1.In Venere Veritas-HIM

2.In The Arms Of Rain-HIM

3.Disarm Me (with your loneliness)-HIM

4.Duran Duran-Jenni Vartiainen

5.Elamanperhonen-Jenni Vartiainen

6.Sama Nainen-Chisu

7.Muut-Chisu

8.Nothing-The Script

9.Exit Wounds-The Script

10.The Chase-Kill Hannah

11.Jealous Sky-Negative

12.Neon Rain-Negative

13.Vultures (be there for me)-Kill Hannah

14.Concordia-Iconcrash

15.Loveghost-Iconcrash

16.Man Of Stone-Husky Rescue

17.Nothing In My Way-Keane

18.My Shadow-Keane

19.Moon-Sia

20.Moon Woman II-Elvis Perkins

21.Don't Say Goodbye-The Veronicas

22.Stars-Manna

23.The Crimson Door-HIM

24.Dangerous Kind-The Rasmus

25.Rosa Pastel-Belanova

26.Tren Al Sur-Los Prisioneros

27.Rollercoaster-Manna

28.Resuscitate Me-September

29.Wolves-Phosphorescent

that's all for now,but the reason i keep listening to these songs are everything from my mood,to the weather,the atmosphere that i am around,and just daily stuff.

i hope you all enjoy these...if you even want to try any of these bands or singers.

hei hei

xoxo

I solemnly swear i am up to no good.

Last night was so wicked,and by that i am mostly referring to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows.i had such an amazing time with my brothers and sisters,waiting in line for almost to hours went by really fast 'cos we were all laughing and saying little jokes here and their.

when the film started i literally felt like i was going to pee,but it was only 'cos i was really excited.the movie gave me chills,i laughed,and even cried.it was literally perfection and more than i could have ever imagined it.

...i have to mention that Rupert Grint is a beautiful looking gentleman :)

i really want to go watch it again,i just can not get over it,or maybe i should just re-read the book again.

oh how i love that magical wizarding world to bits.

i hope you HP fans really enjoy it as much as i did,it's really worth the money.

hei hei

xoxo

Supernatural Delight.

Tonight is the night :D :D :D
can you tell that i'm excited?!?!haha obviously not.
at the moment i am watching Charlie Brown's Thanksgiving,i loved looking forward to the Holiday specials,they always make me feel cheesy.
maybe this weekend i will do a post on a couple of makeup that i recently bought.
well,i'll talk to you all tomorrow.

hei hei
xoxo

Lost and Lonely.

Made that patch up there to wear tomorrow for the midnight premiere :)
you all would not believe how excited i am right now...that i actually don't want to do my homework for speech class tomorrow,but it's a must.
to think that i have been reading the books since i was in elementary school,and to now seeing the movies come to a close.the films are really such a success and how they have brought J.K. Rowlings fantasy world to life.
i'm sad that they are coming to a close,but like everything in life there is a rise and fall.

night night,off to finish my homework.
and hope that if any of you go watch the film,i hope you really enjoy it and have loads of magical fun

hei hei
xoxo

You got me in the situation,you got me backed against the wall.

Today in Fashion Illustration class we were all experimenting with watercolour and adding layers,for shadow and highlights.i really enjoyed it a lot,i'll most likely post what i did in class in a blog at the end of this week,or in the weekend.

my homework actually came out really great,i really loved my croquis more than the ones i was so used to doing,i think they look cute and dorky...which i very much love.

the inspiration for the garments were Harry Potter,since i keep talking about it a lot,so i decided to just do something on it :)

and i got a really good grade for it,which made me even more confident on where i am going now with my new croqui style.

so enough of me and my art school rambling,

i hope you all had a lovely day!

hei hei

xoxo

You won't find heart and soul in the stars.

I woke up with a feeling that one day when i can finally feel free,and completely feel peace with myself,that maybe then i can move on and let go of all the things that have hurt me.
i know that i will get the ending that i hope i deserve,whether it is a happy ending,or a simple one...i prefer the simple ending;rather than the "oh so happy" one.that was never my ending,and i don't think it ever will.all i want is to be stable in my weird quirky way.
besides that i have to get some more croquis done for a new assignment for fashion illustration class,i already took my online midterm exam for Trends and Concepts and i did an ace job on it :)
i want his week to fly by really fast,at least to Thursday 'cos that night i will be watching the Harry Potter midnight premiere,and i am also dressing up :p
next Monday is Ville's birthday which i am also happy for.
'til tomorrow luvvys,hope your day went well.

hei hei
xoxo

If you run i will follow you.

I dunno what to really talk about today...
it's funny how the way i live my life suits me,and i love it that way.but to others it can be the most dull uninteresting life.
my brother,my sister,and i will be cooking Thanksgiving dinner this year;which i'm pretty excited to do,i love to cook and bake :)
i'm also anticipating this Thursday night as we will be going to the Harry Potter midnight premiere,it will be a Friday morning well spent.
well,'til tomorrow,we'll see what i have to ramble on about then.

hei hei
xoxo

Elämänperhonen.

Hei,as i said last week i was going to do a shoot with the makeup inspired from Jenni Vartiainen's recent video.her makeup has this dark,romantic,sophisticated vibe to it,as the song carries this deep sadness/melancholy feeling to it.
in the video you see her singing for her "sweetheart" which she doesn't know where he is,she asks the wind to play with his hair and let him know that she is waiting for his return.i find it quite lovely and romantic.
so this is what i wanted to do with these pictures,i actually like them.it's very difficult for me to like my own pictures 'cos i am very picky with them.
at the moment all i am listening to is Jenni Vartiainen,Chisu,Scandinavian Music Group,and Belanova.

nine more days for Ville's birthday :D
i am SO excited,i love celebrating my hero's birthday.he's more than a singer to me,he's an exquisite poet,artist,and creator.i love everything he creates,with music,words,voice,pen,pencil,paints.he's beyond anything that i've ever seen or met.
that's why i love him from the core!
ayways,have a wonderful day luvvys.

hei hei
xoxo

We hum along to the evening sun 'til we are no more.

I just got back an hour ago from going with my best mate Beidy to her college orientation.
i'm so happy,excited,and proud of her.i love my best mate with all my heart she is the best human being in the world.
tomorrow my brother in law and sister are coming over since my bother is ordering a boxing match or something along those lines,but me i will be most likely doing homework and being in my own little world.
anyways,this song by HIM is my favourite at this very moment in life.
but my absolute favourite song ever is Poison Girl by HIM


hope you all have a lovely Friday and goodnight,
i'm going to the couch now and watch Ghost Adventures,and listen to some more HIM :)

hei hei
xoxo

Nothing in my way.

i see no point in explaining my mood much today but that it's rubbish,which is why this post is mostly consisted of images that i love...

that being Harry Potter and Effy from Skins;my absolute favourite show.

hope i feel better tomorrow.

hei hei

xoxo